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2002-03-18 You've gotta love March in Canada. It is currently snowing outside, it's slightly nippy (though not too bad, really), and tomorrow we're supposed to have partly sunny skies and a high of 7 or so. I'm just looking forward to the days when I can go out with only a light jacket (or no jacket at all), and sandals. Life is pretty normal right now. The semester is winding down, which means term papers galore and the time is approaching when I will have to begrudgingly sit down and study all of the crap I've learned in the past 13 weeks. Don't get me wrong -- I love school, I love learning, but I'm getting run down and I'm looking forward to my year off after I finish my BA next year. I spent an hour-and-a-half on the phone with David last night (my ex, current friend). I love having him as my friend, but I must admit that there are times when I feel that it's complicating my life. That isn't to say that I EVER consider not being his friend; just because I didn't feel we worked as a romantic couple, doesn't mean I don't want him in my life. The complication comes in due to the fact that I still love him. Love was never the problem. It's hard to pinpoint what was/is. But there are times when... I wonder if I gave up too quickly. Let me make clear that I am not thinking about getting back together with him. Not seriously anyway. But there are times when he seems to be hinting that he would like to get back together. But I over-analyze too much. |
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